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Today’s Sunday Worship Session focus was mainly myself thanking God for the many many blessings I enjoy with special focus afterwards on the many other blessings i enjoy that are associated with serving and obeying Goddess Zenova and only GoddessZenova.
There are so many things in disarray around the world it is amazing the shield so many of us enjoy so I spent a little time focusing on that and feeling bad for the people whose lives are so fucked up and counting my blessings I don’t have to live like they do.
Ya know, with the many blessings I already enjoy, my obedience and dedication to Goddess Zenova just adds to that joy. and her pleasure and her bliss are the 2 additional entities in my life that truly brings me joy. And amazing pleasure.
The escape, the hypnosis, the brainwashing, is all such an amazing pleasure only Goddess Zenova can give me.
One of my friends at Goddess Zenova’s website wrote today that I was mindfucked.. lol. He wrote that when I was talking about how I am converting my living room into a mind control chamber… 😆 anyway… I thought to myself he is right. Then I thought… it’s time to go Deeper 🙂
Thank you God
Thank you Goddess Zenova
and Thank you for whoever may be reading this. I pray your joy, too, will be filled with everything along with Goddess Zenova’s pleasure and bliss.
I woke up in a somber mood today with my thoughts divided between my conscious reality which is bound in so many ways and the unbridled thoughts residing deep within my subconscious imagination where pleasure and obedience to Goddess Zenova abounds.
In this time of thought, in this somber conscious moment I thought I might skip hypnosis today, I might skip my daily programming at least for today… and focus on my current reality and the responsibilities within.
I looked at the depths i have traveled inside the Rabbit Hole and the joys I’ve found inside its depths and knew I needed to travel there again soon.
And I looked at my physical schedule and I looked at the videos in my daily section;
I looked at the Mind Complex , I looked at Green Mindmelt Smoke and i looked at Programmed.
I looked at the time and the energy involved and I looked at the suggestions within each video and the depths they lead and I thought;
I looked at the time and the energy and the suggestions in Programmed and thought, “I have received and applied the suggestions within and I don’t think Goddess Zenova’s intent was for this to be an everyday file so i don’t really need to listen to it every day” so I took it off my daily list.
I looked at the time and the energy and the suggestions inside of Green Mindmelt Smoke and thought, “The depths and pleasures of Green evade me economically right now, as does my ability to enjoy the bliss therein”, so I reluctantly took it off my daily list.
Then I thought about The Mind Complex… and the joys within and I thought about the immense number of consecutive days I have enjoyed it. I thought again about the depths of pleasure it brings.
Then I looked up and noticed the time was 6:33 (3:33 Goddess Zenova time)
And at that point I reached for my headphones and began listening to TheMindComplex for my 654th day 🙂